rain and more rain

YAY first post of the month!! I haven't been blogging much lately, except for my class from last term. I'm sick of writing blogs on Myspace. No one ever comments me!! LOL and i'm pretty sure not a lot of us do that nowadays. But anywho, i'm gonna give this another try. So anyways, today was gloomy as usual. Wind, rain, u name em'. I am so not use to the Oregon weather. It is May already and it still feels like winter =( I really wish to see my sunshine again and embrace summer already. I've been really down lately and I don't know why. It seems that school and life in general just trying to make things so complicated at times. I only have a month left and I don't even know where to go afterward. There are so many uncertainties in life, and I hope that there's a path for me to go after I graduate. I am applying to a lot of grad schools right now, hoping to get in so I can get my future started. I am very worried because with the economy we're in now, I feel that it is very competitive for us students to get into schools.

I met up with Maiko yesterday and we talked about possibilities of getting either an MPH degree or pursue as a nurse. She's very driven in her academics, but I feel so bad that she has to support herself since her parents aren't here in America. I really admire her courage to continue her education, even though, it is very expensive. I hope someday, I can work with her in the health professions. I will miss you Maiko!!! Anyways, it really sucked that my friends can't hang out as much as we used to. I am just sad that I'll probably won't be seeing them again. Right now, we're definitely planning on something fun for the summer before we all take off to the real world. Hopefully, this plan will go well, otherwise, it would suck to leave out others =\. Anyways, that's all for now, more later. Peaz